Sometimes we think that we know someone, only to discover they are a total different person. and i wonder how could i let this happen? then i find out the reason for the chnages are not me. its beyond what i can do. when this reality of love ends, only we have hope and dreams left to live with. after all, the term "first love" always sounds like there is gonna be a second or third or so on. sadly fears of rejection always holds us back. and one day fear turns reality, and the person whom  we trust the most, and care the most will become a total stranger. and this loss will raise a lot of questions in our mind, but evrything remains unasnwered. but its true, sometimes when we ask a question and receive no answer - that is the answer..

and it really hurts when someone we need are no more with us. its like being ignored. we continue our life with a lot of pain in heart. and when time pass by we just forget evrything and move on. and for the one who left us, its a life of regret and they missed the most important person in their life.

 our life is full of difficult choices. its true when we dont make the right choice quickly,  choices are often made for us. words and decisions can be easily taken back. it matters are we ready for that.

In my life i have lot of failed relationships, friends and more than friends. i wish i could get back evrything i lost. and for those who have hurt me, i forgive with all my heart. if you wish to be back in my life, i wouldnt hesitate to accept you my frends.