Demonic love for an Angel
In dark eyes I see cursed tears of tormented souls
Your love for an angel in deeper bowels crawls
Fear of destruction of your own world of darkness
In the moment you love an angel so full of sadness,
Condemns you to a heretic and everlasting wrath
Nourishment for you, pale demon of Seth!
Taking a glimpse into the unknown above
You see the angel opening her wings, so white,
Try to touch her, but youre a million miles apart
You see your own reflection, pale and dark
In the blood that flows from your dead heart
You curse yourself and all heaven and hell
Abominable cries trying hopelessly to tell
The sadness you poured inside of you,
Tear by tear, shadows of things once true
Your dry eyes are drowning in the night
Cannot watch your angel, as it turns to light
Its only presence hurts you and you run
Seeking shelter inside, protected from the sun
Inside of yourself, inside of Hell you reach
A point of no return, where the horror and stench
Create a barrier behind you
a gate of blood
A wall of despair as black and cold as steel,
That only the gatekeeper can see for real
Invisible ghosts drag you towards the nothingness beneath,
You struggle and escape, for a moment you seem to be free
But the keeper appears to you dead, in a dream,
You scream!
For you are now alone, with your own,
That you had betrayed, for so long,
Waiting for that angel to come
And find your soul
From above, a light shines on you,
And all around darkness perishes in true
Light so blue
The angel had risked eternity for you
She gives you her hand, trying to pull you up
Beyond the sins and the grief you had felt till that
Final moment when you had to choose once and for all
Between her living world
and your own
Still afraid, you get away from the light
Into the grasp of darkness, and in all her might,
The angel disappears, forever from your mind