The year to follow not knowing whats to come
What would happen to me and the children
Would we be alright all the uncertainties
Graduations to come and go
Life would change and never be the same
Children grow up and leaving home ,,,, relationships will come and go ,,, where is the knowing of all things
Whos really to know
Hearts are tender
Easily filled with hope and easily broken
Staying busy so that the mind don't have time to think or care
Try hard not to try and understand .
Why things happen
did I do something wrong .. An I being punished for some reason .
How will thing turn out in the end .
The children ...will it effect them in the end will they remember as I have
Do they ever wonder the what ifs as I do
Do they ever question themselves
As I do
Learning to love and trust all over again .. How can we...do we leave it all up to faith or luck
The not knowing is the hardest of all
The not understanding the whys and whatfors or
The how toos