I'm fine..I'm ok

I usually to said n showed to feel that with everyone when they're asking me

but what's reality for in my mind..Am I ok???, Really???

What am I right now? I don't wanna to be this status

I'm wanna to be stronger n don't wanna show weakness to u

I don't know what I have done with u

why I look like no matter even though in the word look like has a big mean

I'm confusing I'm having or no having???

I need to avoid this feeling n don't wanna care 

what can I do it???