I ask you if you're free today for a dinner or a movie or any you fancy right after the moment we may have.You said NO,for you're catching up with paper works and deadlines and so on what so ever.......Everytime you say it,I believe though whispers and humors from our new and old friends showered me everyday like newspaper headlines on my breakfast table.

Still I manage to go on with it, trying to save our relationship and clinging to what I believe we had......its been seven years and guess it would knock a door of records to anyones sincere and true relationship.But beyond all this and through with it,you had a special features the extra curricular as what you told me an overtime or the graveyard schedule you must do.

I believe all the lies and excuses............. So, I go with my bestfriend to a movie after a chitchat and a couple of beers and pizza craze bites as what we often do when we are outside the world........What a scene and a surprise....as we are about to enter the cinema - there, you are with someone who is our friend too for a long time is coming out - so sweet laughing,giggled to what I notice that moment enjoyed the movie and what the worse is the hugging and kissing from time to time.I was stone and tears fall un noticed to my face,I cant breath and I feel winds echoed in my ears and my knees trembling.The only thing I did as I recovered to such moment is telling my bestfriend to excuse me and I turn around walking and running as fast as I could while your voice yelling my name....................I still LOVE him.Deep inside he owned me and I gave him my heart that too hard for me take back.